They said that... letting go means to come to a realization that some people are a part of our history and not part of our destiny People we meet ... will come and go and only few will stay. I never wished to become a part time lover. I never wanted to waste my time to people who doesn't see my value,my importance,my worth. I just wish you saw my efforts, the love and patience I gave you. I always wanted this relationship to work and I dreamt of you and me holding each other until we grow old. Sad fact... these things won't happen anymore. I wish that ... I had never met you... then there would be no need to cry or shed tears for you. No need for pain or sorrows. No need for everything you've done to make me feel like I'm absolutely nothing. It hurts to know that " We " are done. The memories we shared are now just tears in my eyes. It just pain me everytime I see you and even if I don't wanna see your face ... It keeps flashing in my mind. Feeling sad... like I'm going to die. Controlling myself. I hope the heartache will be over soon... so I can just "move on ".