I want to change ME, my LIFE, my FUTURE,

but I don't know where do I begin.

If only I can turn back the time,

ten years from now.

Should I go back from my past,

to start all over,

choose the friends whom I can hang on,

to be trusted with?

A friend offered

a shoulder to lean on,

a hand to hold,

a heart to care.

Did I use my mind to think wisely,

realized what might happen?

I truly had a soft heart, easy to melt.

I may not cope up for what happened.

Stuck with the situation which I don't know how to get out.

I failed myself.

I fell on the ground.

It's hard to stand up.

Wake up and do it!

What life would I have if I am not here right now?

I learned my lesson.

Dealing with mistakes.

Asking so many things.

Wipe all away from the regrets.

I wish I can answer all my Why's.

And have the courage to start a new.

I should use my mind very gentle and wisely.

To change everything into a better one.

Lifediary511✍📖

June 29, 2020